57 days.

It's been a while since I last blogged, but I've just been a busy little bee!! When I get home from work at night it's hard to bring myself to write a blog, I'm always so tired.

I think we still may be able to go ahead with the wedding as planned, perhaps we won't have to push it back like we thought. I hope not at least. I'm going to keep my hopes up. Since I am going the way of a 1950's style wedding with modern twists I found the perfect style dresses for the bridesmaids. The dresses aren't the typical bridesmaid dresses, but I think it will work just fine and be very pretty.

I have been feeling rough since yesterday. My back and side have been bothering me and I'm afraid it might be my kidneys =[ Please say a prayer that it's not.

Well, I hope you all enjoy your saturday!!

45 days.

Happy Valentines Day everyone!

Zack took me to a movie yesterday and to dinner and since both of us have been working a lot we didn't have time to buy each other presents so we just took each other shopping haha. He got me The Anthology of the Elimination Chamber(it's a wrestling dvd) and The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo movie, it's in swedish, but that's okay. We went to Olive Garden, I swear I love pasta so much. We saw the move Just Go With It. It was funny.

Any who, I hope you all have a wonderful day!!

I have to leave for work in about 25 minutes =[ I hope it is a good night tonight in the ER.

42 days.

We've had a bit of a set back on the wedding. I don't feel much like going into detail, but it bums me out big time.

I will update later.

40 days.

Well I just called about a wedding venue and Mt. Vernon Place is 1500. Kind of more than I was hoping for, but that is just the first place I have called. Oh goodness, I guess I never realized it was so much to do all this. It's exhausting, doing all the thinking and planning and researching. I hope we can find a place soon.

Also I'm pretty excited about getting my first full-time paycheck. I'm going to put some of it toward our house fund. I also hope we can find one in our price range soon.

37 days.

Zack and I spent the day together and it was just wonderful. It was nice to just have a sunday to ourselves. We went out to lunch and then went to books a million. At the book store I looked at some wedding magazines and got so many cute ideas! One of the ideas I just fell in love with was a candy bar. You set up all these different size jars and fill them with candy of your choice and take some of those super adorable take out boxes and let guests fill them up with whatever they want. I think it makes a great wedding favor and again it's super cute.

I started making a list of all things wedding. We just need to find a venue and someone to make the cakes. We have set a date but we want to secure a place before we announce it.

If anyone out there knows of someone who makes fondant cakes please let me know!

36 days.

I am so sleepy! I worked until 2 this morning and didn't get in bed until after 4. And now I can't sleep. But it doesn't help that a Glee marathon is on.

I'm ready to get my wedding dress. SO bad. Haha. I want to lose a little weight though before I get it. I really need to start cracking down and eating healthier. I refuse to count calories though, that just takes the fun out of food. Oh well.


I will get on that soon.

35 days.

I think I am finally getting used to this shift.

Tonight wasn't so bad. It didn't get too busy. We stayed pretty steady. I went over to Zack's before work and we watched Jeopardy again. Haha.

I've really got to crack down on this wedding planning if we plan on having it this year. Like I said though, we don't really want anything super fancy or flashy just something simple and sweet. So maybe it won't take too long to plan.

Any who, I'm going to finish watching my tv show and go to bed.

33 days.

This week has been so stressful. And it's getting worse. Work has been kind of crazy the past few days. Monday night we were so incredibly busy, I didn't get a chance to stop and breathe. Last night wasn't as bad, but it had it's moments. I feel kind of terrible. The past couple of days have been rough, I think I'm coming down with a chest cold or something, it feels like a lot of pressure and hard to breath. Then again it could be an anxiety attack. I tend to have those. And of course I freak out about everything so I assume it's always something awful.

On top of all of that trying to figure out all this wedding stuff is crazy. There's so much and it feels so overwhelming sometimes. I have to find a place where we can have it. Maybe this weekend Zack and I can sit down and get some details worked out.

I keep wishing and hoping we can find a house soon. I'm ready to open that next chapter.

Somethings gotta give soon.

But on a brighter note, I signed up for my benefits at work and I have insurance now. YAY.